Makhie, Powfu, Mishaal - When I was 13 lyrics

I fell in love when I was 13
Met a nice girl, the feelings hit me
I knew enough, but I was too dumb then
I lost all her trust then
I lost all my friends

I fell in love when i was 13
Met a nice girl the feelings hit me
Just an idiot I wasn't that young then
I couldn't ask for help I
Could call on friends

Yeah something just told me
To leave, get away, now
Said i'm turning into the person I hate, wow
Started throwing fists at the walls
With a break sound then I threw a fit, this
Is more than a phase, now
In a place where people hate my race
I jumped off the stage my arm it would break
The pain it was great and i felt that rush
We didn't talk on the bus
Yeah it all caught up

Why'd you go I'll hold your hand
Why'd you go I'll hold your hand
Why'd you go I'll hold your hand
Stay with me, why'd you leave?

I fell in love when I was 13
Met a nice girl, the feelings hit me
I knew enough, but I was too dumb then
I lost all her trust then
I lost all my friends

I fell in love when i was 13
Met a nice girl the feelings hit me
Just an idiot I wasn't that young then
I couldn't ask for help I could call on- man

I fell in love when I was 13
And we always talked about some BIG MEME'S
But then i mess up your gone, i'm lonely
Yeah, almost took my life to
Become the old me

I'm sorry, , i'm so sorry
Too much pain, never went to the party's
I've been feeling dead in my
Life there's no heartbeat
Damn, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry
Aye, yeah, i'm sorry for what i did to you
Said u don't wanna talk didn't get the clue
I wish i could erase so i can make it new
I messed it up i don't know what to do

I hate myself for doin what i did
Thought i was older guess I'm still a kid
Almost took my life blood on my fit
But you saved my life with just one message

I just wish i left, just walked away
I Didn't before now all i do is pray
I wish I had the power to go back in time
I would punch myself and
Make sure you're fine

I would stop myself to make sure ur good
And we'd be together if i understood
When I close my eyes, I can see me there
In the empty room with a fallen chair

Looking back I wasn't too young
No, I just didn't understand
I wish that I stopped me
I'm sorry that I can't

I know that I'm to blame
But I could have helped
Maybe you wouldn't be gone
If I just never frickin felt