Manic Drive - Thank God I'm Alive lyrics

I'm learning how to cope
With heaven calling you home
And we try to be strong
With all this going on
We'll just try to keep trying I suppose
Confused how to deal with this
Its kinda messed if I'm being real with it
And we'll try to get by, try to get by
But it's hard to disguise how we feel

But, you pray to God in the evening
You're grateful that you see another day
And even though your heart is grieving
Still you bow your head and say
"I don't wanna live life jaded
Don't wanna waste my time feeling victimized
Reminded in my darkest moments
To thank God I'm alive"

I'm learning how to grieve
Its been a couple days since you had to leave
And I can't comprehend I won't see you again
In this life, in this reality
I'm not sure how to deal with this
I find it hard trying to find peace with it
And thoughts run through my head as
We lay you to rest
I remember the time when you said

To pray to God in the evening
Be grateful that I see another day
Reminded in my darkest moments
To thank God I'm alive
Reminded in my darkest moments
To thank God I'm alive

Did heaven tell you, Mom?
I'm gonna have a son and I'll be a good dad
He'll have love like I had
And I promise one day to teach him

To never go and live life jaded
To waste your precious
Time feeling victimized
Remember in your darkest moments
To thank God we're alive

Alive, alive, alive, alive
Alive, I thank God I'm
Alive, alive, alive, alive
I thank God, no I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live jaded alive, alive
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live jaded
Alive doo doo do