Maxo - Still lyrics

I guess you wanted to
You realized what it is
You don't know until you unwrap the gift
You don't understand 'til you
Kissing on your kid
And you don't care until you
Feeling like a pinch so that's your mans
You throwing flowers on his grave
So that's your clan, you see it
Wash it down the drain
Until your idols really nervous in
The room with you
My might is gon' grow me to the top
Throw the quarter over
You won't even hear the drop
If it ain't my race why
I'm fighting for a spot?
You got the key then why
You scrambling with the lock?
I'mma kick the door down
I ain't tryin' knock
Focused on the plot nigga, I ain't never not
These niggas sucking dick they don't
Even like the box fuck the politics
Know niggas fighting for they life
Tryna make it right
Make it through the night
When I'm on stage point my
Face towards the light
Before I ask why, ask will this be my demise?
Seeing how this shit got me not eating right
Took a flight to NY, I can't keep the time
I can't keep mistakes that I
Made before my prime
Tryin' make a dime in this world full of lies
Shit got me fucked up
Like what's the real prize?
Even with the steps took I put those aside
Look into my eyes, you can see the gold shine
Usually it's love, lately I been needing mine
Take the feathers of a dove, still see it fly
Still think it's mine

Still (yeah, uh) still (yeah, uh)
Still (still, uh) still (still, uh)

I guess it all happened for a reason
We live and die, that's the seasons
Leaves falling
Winter coming, you hold it in, it's all in
I'mma count it on my lap matter fact
Take make back to the time when
We ain't have the way had to find a map, ugh
Just tryin' grasp the dream
Just tryin' grab it
I seen niggas go win it all, they had it
Next thing that you know
Three steps backward
Devil all on my heels, just tryin' shake it
Blessing fall from the ceiling
Ain't no mistaking, no

Still (uh) still
Still