Mcbside - Hell On Earth lyrics

"Hell On Earth" Restrospective piece
Dealt with depression since
Last day of 7th grade until april
May ish 2022 keystyle, gonna add on

Here I be - inchin closer - to horizons
My own fear an depression - cannibalizin
This feelin of nothingness - gettin recycled
Pleadin inside - thoughts got
Me weak an tired matter of factly - how
Reflections hurt so much
Think the devils in the details
- life messier then mud
So I start fiendin - any type of stimulation
Use a high like stimuli -
Anticipation only deepens the tribulation
With no end in sight - guessin
There's no rest for the weary
Demons talkin like the end is near me -
Dirt on the shoulder I see it clearly
Mind state got me clueless - even
With the writing on the wall
Own name harrowin - picture a memento
That my heart went awol
Life’s unexpected I've known - holdin myself
Hostage - I can see tomorrow
Dreams got me in a choke hold too - thinkin
The worse when I reset back to zero
Livin without a plan prayin - stuck in a
Trance - hopin a mask'll gimme a chance
Eye contacts bone chillin barely
Withstand a glance -
Left pickin up pieces I think’ll pass
Intention no matter the goal got me
Trippin an exposed clutchin fool's gold
Need to let go but swallowed
The ego - true identity
Hidden all up in me like hulk in a zone
Best laid plans pointless - nightmares got
My head in a fog
- wishin yall notice the silence
A sign I'm amiss
Bein voiceless got my choices seem
Cataclysmic - second guesses
Got me losin as what
Ifs make falsehood timeless
Range of emotion like a sniper shot without
Lookin - consequences got me soul searchin
Feelin devastated to - my game like an ace up
The sleeve - goals be
Duly noted through excursions