Melvoni - Oh My lyrics

And it's funny 'cause, I might be bended
But I'm never broken
You know they say, "Beautiful souls
Emerge from ugly experiences"
And that just mean
Through all the trials and tribulations
All that pain, you just gotta, just
Take grasp of it
And just, come out stronger in the end
It's Melvoni

I look in the mirror with my eyes closed
I don't like the shit I see
When they open up
They keep tellin' me I needa' open up
But I'm throwin' up my A, bitch
You know what's up i got it on my own
Ain't nobody gave me nothin'
Before the rap, i was gettin' all my
Money from the thuggin'
I came a long way, from expectin' hand-outs
I told myself
"Put your fuckin' hands down"

In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble
They wouldn't understand half the shit
That we been through
Came up from the trenches
Growin' up it wasn't simple
We ain't get to do all
The shit regular kids do
Somehow, we still got the blame
For all the shit that we didn't do
Look at where I came from
Look who I became 'cause we was sinkin'
And I swear nobody would come save us
As a youngin' I was thuggin'
And gettin' this fuckin' paper
'Cause the system tried to slave us
And for a long, long, long, long time
I been on my own
For a long, long, long, long time
With nowhere to go
In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble

But that's okay
It ain't nothin' we ain't used to
Wish I could play with other
Niggas like we used to
And I hopped off the porch since I was 14
And since then, me and my niggas slangin'
Iron in these streets
I step on my pockets, I got 5 in these jeans
And I swear if I make 10
Then I gave 5 to my team
The other 5 to my bitch
But she be lyin' to me
I gotta watch myself
'cause I cannot die in these streets

For a long, long, long, long time
I been on my own
For a long, long, long, long time
With nowhere to go
In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble
They wouldn't understand half the shit
That we been through
Came up from the trenches
Growin' up it wasn't simple
We ain't get to do all
The shit regular kids do
Somehow, we still got the blame for all
The shit that we didn't do
Look at where I came from
Look who I became 'cause
We was sinkin' and I swear
Nobody would come save us
As a youngin' I was thuggin'
And gettin' this fuckin' paper
'Cause the system tried to slave us