Memento - With the Tide lyrics
[Memento - With the Tide lyrics]
Lying in my bed, regretting my choice
Back at the start, I thought I'd be cool
I had my own reason, stuck around like a fool
I couldn't fit the mold from
The day this began
For the first time in life, I want to fit in
You know I hated school so
I didn't back then, but
Let me explain
I been focused on people and not
At all on my dreams
I'm only a human, I got my flaws and my needs
It's eating at my mind what
They thinking of me
It's eating up my time when
I'm hitting the beats
Why the fuck do I crave
For these people's respect?
It's slowing me down
Throwing my brain in a mess
I been alone in a crowd
I think it's fucked with my head
Been so long without friends
Now I just take what I get
And these people that I work with
They don't give a fuck
I want to live my purpose
They want a quick buck
They scared of conversation, bitch
You think I can't tell?
I learned a harsh lesson
Every man for himself
I feel my head falling under the water
Will I sink or will I swim with the tide
Time passes by but I only grow farther
And I hope I find my place in this life
And when you see me on stage
I seem like I'm the man 'til
You see the real me
You think you fucking know me 'cause
You come to my show?
Would I feel the same respect if
You could come to my home?
If you could see the man I am
When I take off my mask
I'm good at first impressions but
That shit doesn't last i start to open up
Why you start to back off?
My fucking self esteem kind
Of starting to drop
I feel my head falling under the water
Will I sink or will I swim with the tide
Time passes by & I only grow farther
But, I know I'll find my place in this life
I'll find my place in this life
I'll find my place in this life
I'll find my place in this life