Mezha, Capoxxo - ​better yet lyrics

Deep down I wish we never even met

Deep down I wish we never even met
Sorry for trippin' over small things
I know it’s better when I'm quiet
I know your heart is full of regrets
Deep down I wish we never even met
Every moment of my life I don't feel real
I’ll just let it slide, I don't wanna reveal
Missing something
There seems to be disconnect
Why don't I feel better yet
When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better sun tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
I live in my head, I wanna live in yours
But you mess with it instead
Why you do it, I'm not sure
I don’t piece it together like a puzzle
So when I start to cry I start to crumble
I start thinkin’ about the months
And days I spent
Everything I kept close to my chest
Wonderin' why it was never addressed
But you can tell on my own I’m doing my best

You left me so hurt
I don't know what's worse in the background
That means I'm thinkin’ 'bout the last month
I been drinkin' every day but
I'm not givin' up
I been thinkin' 'bout the way
The feelings split up
Still gettin' payed for all the shit we love
And I promise it'll be okay
And I think it will all make sense one day
You don't have to trust what I say
I'll always be there for you anyway

When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better sun tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
Why don't I feel better yet