Michael Sululo, Kamikaz, SANTOS - Ain't just a Dream interlude lyrics

Wake up every morning my mind full of sins
There was nothing else left
Besides my blue jeans
I got something inside of me
Can’t tell what it is
People don’t understand
This life that I live ain’t just a dream
Ain’t just a dream ain’t just a Dream
Ain’t just a dream ain’t just a dream
Ain’t just a dream

What if I started backwards and
This is all an illusion
Juggling life around in this
Playground of confusion
I’m here yesterday, today and tomorrow
A mixture of emotions, decisions and sorrow
Bound by time, birth
Death and what’s in between
Torturing my brain to make sure
My heart stays clean
Afraid of myself and what I’m able imagine
I’ve died so many times yet I’m
Waiting for death to happen
Friends, family, forever familiar faces
Still have time and I keep
Failing to place it opportunities so close
Yet fear keeps interfering
I blame myself for that
I hope the universe can hear me
I’m lost in a circle a loop of memories
A dark tunnel of faces that keeps judging me
Attachments I’ve made helped my
Life be this way to start a new page
Pain is the currency I will pay
In order for me to stay expand and create
Made peace with my past
To illuminate the hate
I am blessed to say I am born everyday
The story is mine to live, learn and leave
Million reasons to kill myself
And strong enough to proceed
Night designed for sleep i use it to observe
Opened my eyes the first time
Realized that it’s curve
A prison of personalities, promises and words
The blue sky the blue sea
The blue me the dark knight
A long fight you can’t see
I just might be not right about life
In my mind I’m the hero
That I really don’t like