Miserabilis - Grave lyrics

So this is what you wanna do?
Stare at the mirror seeing
Guy who'll bury you?
Tryna recognize his face, but it is gone
Fool counting up sutures that the
Worms will populate soon
What? You don't like that
You didn't heard it?
I missed important spot: it wouldn't
Be a simple murder
Instead of it I better burn the body
Chop the feet of it and do it with the shovel
That has put you six feet deep in pit
Nobody gives a fuck about your soul
Funny and ridiculous your mind
Is finally gone
Everybody will be lookin at you when
It's cold to touch you and
The coffin lid will be attached
They can't hear you moan
Wait, nobody gives a fuck about this either
That's how people work, well
Nobody will even see that
Now you actin like you know
What I'ma talkin bout
Always do not need a help
But still bеggin it wow

And maybe you will find a
Couple of new friеnds
Girfriend without friendship and
You without parents
Tell everybody to fuck off
Remember only way from here is only to go off

Since the day it started
No matter how many times
You've already tried it
Your reliability was not even reliable
All the fake changes
You mind been involved in and died in it
Fall after fall after fall
Man you even stopped trying
If it's fucked let it go
But it was you, only you
Who was fucked and avoided the truth
How does it feel when you wasted the youth?
And head break loose, you lost the breaks too
But, you still standing with no moves
What a fool you
You fooled yourself, not to step over
You chopped the feet and buried
Yourself with no help

You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before
You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before, no
You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before
You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before, no
You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before
You ain't gonna be the one
That once you were before, no

Time is running out I am running really late
Never have a chance to run
From what had to create
Every morning I don't believe I am awake
Soul is moaning
It wants to leave me for the grave
I am so subtle I don't give it a chance
I am so humble to say I want the same
Leave it open, please, my graveyard fence
Know I won't leave, my dearest friends

I wanna die and forget all of the things and
The memories causing me pain i wanna die
And don't remember the sentences I
Usually used to say i wanna die
And to decay i wanna die
And to decay i wanna die
And to decay i wanna die
I want it today