Monto - SURROUNDED lyrics

It feels like all we do is make up
And I'm getting tired of your fake love
You always fight for an angel
So I wonder why you got a halo

If you're waiting for the high
I've seen it in your eyes
When there's something there to take
Then you're getting in my way
When you're giving me the time
And I've known you never tried
I've grown up to never let you down again

Usually I'm doubting
Surrendered and crowded
Too stupid to count it
I'm always surrounded
And you'd think that I'm drowning
In thе words that you're shouting
How could I be grounded
Whеn I'm always surrounded

Everybody's calling now
When they're in town
Send me a text like we've been friends
And "how we're proud, want you around"
But hit me with a "Read"
Taught me how to get a head up
I'd gotten down real low
I've been through bad weather
It coulda taken me home
Why do I got to change it all for you
I'm stuck in my room you want it your way
Then pay for your roof the day that I wait
Today that I lose you wanted it bad
I'm cutting you loose

If you're waiting for the high
I've seen it in your eyes
When there's something there to take
Then you're getting in my way
When you're giving me the time
And I've known you never tried
I've grown up to never let you down again

Usually I'm doubting
Surrendered and crowded
Too stupid to count it
I'm always surrounded
And you'd think that I'm drowning
In the words that you're shouting
How could I be grounded
When I'm always surrounded

Tell me if I've done wrong, wrong yeah
You're moving farther and gone
Now you're gone
And I'd always pray when you're lost
Yeah you're lost so maybe I played along

Usually I'm doubting
Surrendered and crowded
Too stupid to count it
I'm always surrounded
And you'd think that I'm drowning
In the words that you're shouting
How could I be grounded
When I'm always surrounded