MUN ZAY - Abyss lyrics

I hit my peak, depressed almost every week
Suicidal tendecies they sleep deprave me
But I gotta carry on shout
Out to triple x- t, uh
Wait a moment, the king has spoken
I keep making all these songs
Cus my heart is broken
You already knew that
Let's take it far back
To a time when loving wasn't so criminal
Let's take you to a time when saying
I love you wasn't so subliminal
My heart can't take this damage my
Levels they say critical Uh
Fuck my release date
This anxiеty stay killing me
I might expire today i'm just a liar today
Watching еvery useless part of my body decay
I'm talking bout my heart and my brain
I think I'm going insane
I'm lowkey numb to the pain
I'm talking heartbreak
Fuck, my wrist ache prolly cus I cut it again
I don't even know why she fronting again
You ain't learning
You'll just hurt him like you just hurt me
Pull the trigger on the gun with no safety
Please someone save me
This ain't a song bitch I'm dying inside
Ain't no Rick and Morty
No ones to save me this time
Am I suicidal? Well, fuck it whos acting?
God, I'm so quick to spazzing
I'm getting straight to the action
I'm getting- Just forget
I don't even think you fucking feel it
I make music, all of you watch from afar
I don't think I'll make it to eighteen
Look my past was never clean
But, I got faith in myself, I got faith-
Let's not talk about it
I feel Imma crash and burn but
Still won't talk about it
I'm going way too deep let's talk about it
Take some steps back fall off the balcony
Being alive I commit blasphemy
Fuck, I shouldn't be here
I shouldn't be near
I don't think I'll be anyone, just
Rolling in the abyss, a hit, and miss
I thought I did sum
On the real I thought I did sum
I thought I felt something
But I guess it was nothing
I guess I'm stressing for nothing
Gotta put my mind onto something
Look, I thought I fell in
Love, well false alarm
I'm back to self harm
Woah, hold on don't look at my arm, uh
That was years ago, my heads clearer thought
I still drink from time to time
Man that feelings so sublime
I keep using that word cus it's my favorite
Gather my memories that are my favorite
And then sit back and burn em cus I hate it
Uh t H E E N D