MUN ZAY - Betrayal lyrics

I wrote songs about you
But it didn’t matter in the end
I was wrong about you
I gave you all my fucking love
Total concentration
Then you left my mind ravaged
Talking desecration i don’t really feel
I keep swallowing all these pills
Starting to think this what you want
I’m wishing they would get me killed, oh

I fell back on that drug shit
You was all I need even when my
Heart said don’t trust the bitch
But fuck it, I guess I’m here now
Karma full swing it came back to me hit me
Ain’t girl by my side I
Keep the music with me
It was here in the beginning
I swear to God it’s gone leave with me
I just hope I blow before I
Die with them drugs in me
Yeah that’s how I’m going out
I feel it in my soul this ain’t
Rap I fucking know it now
It’s might overdose off of overthinking
Pour up this purple by the
Liter damn I’m still drinking
Yeah I’m still thinking
About what could’ve been
Lord forgive my sins i know I’m heaven sent
I know I’m heaven sent but
My ways they so devilish

I wrote songs about you
But it didn’t matter in the end
I was wrong about you
I gave you all my fucking love
Total concentration
Then you left my mind ravaged
Talking desecration i don’t really feel
I keep swallowing all these pills
Starting to think this what you want
I’m wishing they would get me killed, oh

You played your part
You ain’t love me from the start I’m guessing
Yeah she got me thinking too much
Writing blurry eyed I’ve been crying too much
I probably shouldn’t be expressing too much
I get in my feels and I
Pop pills and make songs
I can’t forgive what you did
It was dead wrong
I was making songs before left
It guess it doesn’t matter I put that to rest
I dug a grave for it I had put on Sunday best
Damn I gotta wear a vest
You sent hollows to my heart
I wasn’t wearing it
Now I’m crying out my eyes
Your the devil in disguise
You don’t gotta tell me twice
Im no longer fooled by your lies, uh
I hate to feel like this
Why the fuck I feel like this
I wasn’t built like this
I was twelve years old when
My mom kicked the bucket i ain’t cried yet
That shit bother me
You just keep piling on where the trauma
But it’s okay my death is due any day
Then I’ll finally get to leave this place, oh