MUN ZAY - Childhood Dreams lyrics

Childhood dreams breaking at the seams, uh
I used to think the world was pure
Now it ain’t what it seems, uh
Everybody acting differently they
Forgot to mention their ill intentions or
Coldhearted previsions
But I’m used to that I ain’t
Got no use for that, word to that
As a child
I ran wild while my thoughts piled
But this wasn't bout sad
Shit or some depression
Making the world a better
Place was my obsession
Used to dream about big meetings in big seats
All white halls filled with marble far
As the eye could see as you can see I'm
Preoccupied with that vision
I got depression creeping in
It's on a mission
To destroy my inner child all
My efforts have been futile
But all the while I just sit back
And laugh maybe crack a smile
I don't want em to see the real me
The one that sees clearly all the
Things rotten that they hold dealry
But I abstain or refrain
From things less humane
But that don't mean I don't feel
Pain or cry in the rain
My last song talked about relapsing
My world was crashing
That's what I used to do turn
Back to drugs fuck the fasting
I know better, uh yeah

Once a kid always a kid you
Can't tell me shit

Live it to your fullest if a
Nigga try you better pull it
Cus he'll take yours, bleach his clothes
And fucking book it
It's grim I know but ain't no
Better way you can look it
Back to reality rapping bout my tragedies
I don't get philosophical much but I had to
Take a break from the sad boy fuss
I was twelve when my moms died
I'm seventeen going on eighteen, nineteen
And twenty
Wanna know a story ask bout it I got plenty
I change my flow I change the
Beat maybe once a week
I hop from J cole to Juice WRLD have mercy me
I can't find the right words
Over the right beat i still keep heat, uh
That ain't changed let that shit
Bang now your cold meat

Word to that MUN zAY's back
Ok ok, Imma switch it back