MUN ZAY - DEATH RACE lyrics

It never was a death race
For love it's a derby
Clouded by my judgment I always thought
That you would hurt me
Every single girl I ever talked
To tried to curve me guess I wasn’t learning
Should’ve known early
Taking this medicine might end up on a gurney
I swallowed those pills while I
Told you not to worry
I took three more cus I
Thought they wasn’t working
I told I love you
Second-guessed I wasn’t certain
I bottled my pain but when it
Filled up I was hurting
Scared of the dark cus all
Of my demons steady lurking
I can’t feel my facе I
Guess them pills finally working (yeah)

Yеah i swallowed all my pain away
I’m moving too fast damn I
Hope you don’t fade away
Sipping on this tussin straight to the head
Melt my brain away yeah
Depressions like a cycle itll
Come back another day yeah
Take me to another place yeah
Right now I don't love you baby
Please come back another day yeah
I went through another change
Depression never seasonal but I think
I got the mood swings
On the latest trend gotta keep
Up with the newer things
I always wanted more introduced her
To the finer things

It never was a death race
For love it's a derby
Clouded by my judgment I always thought
That you would hurt me
Every single girl I ever talked
To tried to curve me guess I wasn’t learning
Should’ve known early
Taking this medicine might end up on a gurney
I swallowed those pills while I
Told you not to worry
I took three more cus I
Thought they wasn’t working
I told I love you
Second-guessed I wasn’t certain
I bottled my pain but when it
Filled up I was hurting
Scared of the dark cus all
Of my demons steady lurking
I can’t feel my facе I
Guess them pills finally working (yeah)

It never was a death race
For love it's a derby
Clouded by my judgment I always thought
That you would hurt me
Every single girl I ever talked
To tried to curve me guess I wasn’t learning
Should’ve known early
Taking this medicine might end up on a gurney
I swallowed those pills while I
Told you not to worry
I took three more cus I
Thought they wasn’t working
I told I love you
Second-guessed I wasn’t certain
I bottled my pain but when it
Filled up I was hurting
Scared of the dark cus all
Of my demons steady lurking
I can’t feel my face I
Guess them pills finally working (yeah)

You were a part of me
You were the heart of me
Now that your gone girl I got no heart in me
Something won’t start in me
Something is starving me i ain't tryna eat
I ain't tryna leave i ain't tryna be-

It never was a death race
For love it's a derby
Clouded by my judgment I always thought
That you would hurt me
Every single girl I ever talked
To tried to curve me guess I wasn’t learning
Should’ve known early
Taking this medicine might end up on a gurney
I swallowed those pills while I
Told you not to worry
I took three more cus I
Thought they wasn’t working
I told I love you
Second-guessed I wasn’t certain
I bottled my pain but when it
Filled up I was hurting
Scared of the dark cus all
Of my demons steady lurking
I can’t feel my facе I
Guess them pills finally working (yeah)

It never was a death race
For love it's a derby
Clouded by my judgment I always thought
That you would hurt me
Every single girl I ever talked
To tried to curve me guess I wasn’t learning
Should’ve known early
Taking this medicine might end up on a gurney
I swallowed those pills while I
Told you not to worry
I took three more cus I
Thought they wasn’t working
I told I love you
Second-guessed I wasn’t certain
I bottled my pain but when it
Filled up I was hurting
Scared of the dark cus all
Of my demons steady lurking
I can’t feel my face I
Guess them pills finally working (yeah)