MUN ZAY - Dog Fight lyrics

I feel like people read the lyrics
But don’t really read into it i feel like-
Maybe they can help some way, I don’t know
Just been feeling nothing really just pain

I tell myself it’s alright
I’m finna have a good night
Heart locked in a cage with my mind
That’s a dog fight fuck it’s been long night
I got drunk at the wrong time
Every day the same so I
Don’t worry being on time

I told you I don’t feel right
Still clutching my steel tight
I feel like imma die
So don’t leave until It’s my time
I stay having dreams of the
Crowds and the stage lights
But I know that’s temporary
I try not to get mad, yeah I’m temper wary
I just wanna be loved likе
That month they call February
I’m the only onе on my team, so I gotta carry
I’m still in these streets so I gotta carry
On the real that shit is scary
I’m still taking drugs to the head
I got a migraine
I’m too young to feel this fucking pain
Sipping on this syrup like a
Child that can’t stop coughing i’m sick
Take another pill, that’ll do the trick
Been dead inside but my heart
Somehow still got kick
I’ve been dead for a while now
I can’t show a smile now
Iv'e been off and on with the drugs
I can’t feel no love
I’m still sorry for I did
I chose the wrong one
I put it in the past with my pain
But it came back
I mix up my emotions off the liquor
Damn I hate that
I can't help that I'm a stubborn ass
Nigga I know you hate that
I've been going hard off the drugs
Can't get my time back niggas dropping
Steady dropping damn I needa rewind that
Just take me back
Fuck I wish she took me back
I've been moving slow, bumping Rod
Like what's up with that?
This shit ain't a joke or facade
I done met my match, damn

I tell myself it’s alright
I’m finna have a good night
Heart locked in a cage with my mind
That’s a dog fight fuck it’s been long night
I got drunk at the wrong time
Every day the same so I
Don’t worry being on time

I just wanna say that shit
Gets better over time
You just gotta be patient