MUN ZAY - Goin’ Down lyrics

Suicidal thoughts, yeah I'm riddled with it
Have you gotten help? Only a little with it
And by a little not a lot
I’m sipping lean hoping my heart stops
I'll overdose in the same spot
Damn, all these narcotics
Wait hold on where's my wock?
Hold on where’s my heart?
I was lonely from the start
I've been a stoner from the start
But I ain't know it then but I know it now
If only I could tell myself
How this shit goes down
I watch the ship go down
I'm still on that bitch
I don't know that bitch
I don't trust that bitch teary-eyed
Now I'm filled with anger
Watch me run and hide i might blow my shit

I might blow that bitch trigger happy
Fuck, I'm scared to twitch
I’m scared to move
Plus I’m way behind on schеdule
I'm ahead of you, and behind
How thе fuck that work
I popped a pill three times back to back
Damn it still ain’t work
I'm starting to think I'm tryna off myself
But I don't know for sure
Still screaming drugs galore pills galore
Leave me wanting more
I’m desensitized, I'm getting used to gore
Getting used to death especially mines
I'm just bored waiting till my time
In the meantime Imma pop
In the meantime Imma shop
Imma sip till my heart stops
I fell in love and my heart dropped
I can't shop no more i can't pop no more
I'm getting used to it
Numb to the pain and all the fame
And all the drugs with it
Fuck it I'm just gonna kill a bottle
Might drop some percs in it

Suicidal thoughts, yeah I'm riddled with it
Have you gotten help? Only a little with it
And by a little not a lot
I’m sipping lean hoping my heart stops
I'll overdose in the same spot
Damn, all these narcotics
Wait hold on where's my wock?
Hold on where’s my heart?
I was lonely from the start
I've been a stoner from the start
But I ain't know it then but I know it now
If only I could tell myself
How this shit goes down
I watch the ship go down
I'm still on that bitch
I don't know that bitch
I don't trust that bitch teary-eyed
Now I'm filled with anger
Watch me run and hide i might blow my shit

Suicidal thoughts, yeah I'm riddled with it
Have you gotten help? Only a little with it
And by a little not a lot
I'm sipping lean hoping my heart stops
I'll overdose in the same spot
Damn, all these narcotics
Wait hold on where's my wock?
Hold on where's my heart?
I was lonely from the start
I've been a stoner from the start
But I ain't know it then but I know it now
If only I could tell myself
How this shit goes down
I watch the ship go down
I'm still on that bitch
I don't know that bitch
I don't trust that bitch teary-eyed
Now I'm filled with anger
Watch me run and hide i might blow my shit

I think I'm losing it but what's the point
No one notices
Any other time these niggas nosey
Get off my shoulder bitch fuck it Imma do it
Imma go like how he went
Imma go like how he did
What's the point of living
Every day a struggle god I hate this feeling
You don't get it you will never get it
Till I paint the ceiling
They'll never understand the reason
Behind taking xans