MUN ZAY - Hallway lyrics

Music bumping loud sorta sounding
Like a broadway
To this day I’m still surprised I
Made it to the hallway i took too much
Maybe three maybe four
It was a long day i got so many problems
I always solve em in the wrong way

But that’s okay I learned my lesson, I lied
I try to fill the void of
Loneliness and depression deep inside
But it gets deeper and deeper as
The clock sets to rewind
I was told it gets better over time
Damn I guess they lied
It wouldn’t be the first time
And It won’t be the last but it’s over with
I’m so over it
I've been crying codeine tears
For about seventeen years
Every day feels the same only
Thing changing is my fears
Sipping Everclear that's the substitution
For my tears all this rain coming over me it
Means death is getting near
I wonder who it is
Maybe it's the devil come
Collecting what is his that'd be me
I'm not thinking clearly
After all I'm still shook from what you did
But I'm focused on the money so
You can't tell me shit
When there's pain then comes wealth
That's the only thing I get
Starting to feel like I'm insane
I'm seeing shadows just like last time
Blow some smoke and dance around
That's my favorite pastime
I really thought you and me wouldn't
End up just like last time

Music bumping loud sorta sounding
Like a broadway
To this day I’m still surprised I
Made it to the hallway i took too much
Maybe three maybe four
It was a long day i got so many problems
I always solve em in the wrong way

I get high then get low
There's no in between
Looking up to the heavens like
God can you intervene
I get no answer like usual
It's just more rain than unusual
Phone on dnd I might blow like TNT
All this pent up anger
It got me asking what it means, oh
For the next one I'll be distant
Looking forward to her asking what's missing
I don't know a piece of me
That's still holding onto bad decisions
It's sad to say you took a piece of me
I won't lie and say I miss you
But your going down in history
I ain't grabbing no more tissues
Fuck asking what's the issue
I'll be slowly fading
Then we'll leave from friends
That's the only option
I need to protect my soul
Cus the devil plotting
I had no inspiration for a long time
It was a dark time
Then my heart and gone and flatlined
On the real, I'm not surprised
There was twitching in my eyes
Now the feelings gone
And there ain't no more
Twitching in my eyes, damn