MUN ZAY - I’m Feeling Creative lyrics

Sometimes I find the right beat I get
In my mode and get creative
Sometimes I get in my feelings
Double down and start to hate her
I can’t help myself nigga we all human
Fall in love then fall out of it
That’s what we all doing
State to state I still feel the same
Secretly I know nothings changed
Just the environment that I’m hiding in
I run from my past
I guess I didn’t get the assignment
Got to stand and be a man
Were on different timing
But that’s okay, I’ll get it one day
Hopеfully, I won’t be in a grave
Six feet under on a Sunday
Just for thеm to go back to
Work on that following Monday
Tuesday roll around
My old life ain't how I left
It I’ll prolly roll around
If my pops still kicking
He’ll prolly ride around
He still ain’t been the same since he
Lost the thing that made him change
But that’s alright we all die
I’m just looking up for better days
I’m just looking up for better
Things and other things
Cus lord knows I done received the
Shit that the Devil brings it’s toxic
Slowly creeping in the true
Definition of nauseous
But don’t worry I got this, uh
I don’t ask for help
Some years later my family get mad and
Put it back on the shelf
That’s why I don’t ask for help
I swallow my pride and all my
Feelings I don’t know nothing else
You can blame my mother for that
I learned from the best
I also didn’t know how to love
Just to cause stress
My mom and dad split way
Before I was sentient
The only time they got back together
Was because of that incident
It was brief, I packed my
Bags got on the road, and hit the streets
I ran away with only clothes
Packed for the week
I was prepared for anything other than sweet
I was a rough kid
Not rough enough but I did what I did
As a kid I never robbed nobody shot nobody
Or stole
But even then you couldn’t say I wasn’t bold
I’ll tell you all a hundred times
This story don’t get old
The story of a legend the story of a God
No this ain't a facade something great
Something close to a God