MUN ZAY - Ironic lyrics

I find my life ironic
Pill popper, heavy drinker
Always smoking on the chronic
I’m not living long
Everybody come on let’s be honest
I’m demonic, some say toxic
Heart broke lover boy who has
Way too many options
Heartbroken to the floor cus I
Took too many losses
My older cousin almost died off the pills
Overdosing ain’t an option
I just take it in small amounts
If you mix with liquor it can get toxic
Eyes red, foaming at the mouth
I'm steady frothing, oh

If I pop an Adderal
Then my feelings disappear
If I smoke too much
I get the feeling that you here
I take too much and I green out on the desk
I’m in love with that feeling it’s the best
I know it ain't good for me
But it feels so good to me
Geeking off an Adderal
It helps me with my ADD
Yeah, these niggas blinded by their vanity
Yeah, these niggas claiming there ain't
No man in me yeah, Everybody is my enemy
Damn, I don't really do no frenemies
I can't take no drugs I've been sober
Imma live through the torment
The whole October niggas irking me I can't
Wait until it's over, yeah

I find my life ironic
Pill popper, heavy drinker
Always smoking on the chronic
I’m not living long
Everybody come on let’s be honest
I’m demonic, some say toxic
Heart broke lover boy who has
Way too many options
Heartbroken to the floor cus I
Took too many losses
My older cousin almost died off the pills
Overdosing ain’t an option
I just take it in small amounts
If you mix with liquor it can get toxic
Eyes red, foaming at the mouth
I'm steady frothing, oh

I got demons superseding all my qualities
Depressions creeping in, it brings anxiety
I'm a fugitive, the drugs are hiding me
Been at war for years, ain't no fight in me
I'm so sick of sobriety
Foot tapping cus I'm nervous
Drugs help with my anxiety
I'm really thinking that I need them
She told me toss em, Imma keep em
She said she love me, don't believe em
I'm starting to think I really need em
I do my part, I try to feed them
They some fiends though
I used to overdose off pills
It was a dark road
Now my throat closes every time I blow smoke
Yeah, it's too late
I've been dead for years
Damn, I guess it's too late, ay

I find my life ironic
Pill popper, heavy drinker
Always smoking on the chronic
I’m not living long
Everybody come on let’s be honest
I’m demonic, some say toxic
Heart broke lover boy who has
Way too many options
Heartbroken to the floor cus I
Took too many losses
My older cousin almost died off the pills
Overdosing ain’t an option
I just take it in small amounts
If you mix with liquor it can get toxic
Eyes red, foaming at the mouth
I'm steady frothing, oh

I find my life ironic
Pill popper, heavy drinker
Always smoking on the chronic
I’m not living long
Everybody come on let’s be honest
I’m demonic, some say toxic
Heart broke lover boy who has
Way too many options
Heartbroken to the floor cus I
Took too many losses
My older cousin almost died off the pills
Overdosing ain’t an option
I just take it in small amounts
If you mix with liquor it can get toxic
Eyes red, foaming at the mouth
I'm steady frothing, oh