MUN ZAY - Legendary lyrics

Little kid big dreams tryna be legendary
Four walls closing in and it's getting scary
Eternal torment screaming Bloody Mary
I buried all my dreams in a cemetery
Fighting for my life and I'm getting weary
Succumbed to the pain I'm
Not thinking clearly sIgned up for a war I
Don't think I'm winning
PTSD like the military

PTSD it's hereditary i wanna go from wearing
Nike to rocking Burberry
I'm hanging with dudes
That's rocking tertiary
Spitting hot flames no incendiary
Had to add that part yes it's necessary
Holding back tears too much I can carry
Only one on the team guess I'm carried
Barley OD'D kinda getting scary
I guess well see results may vary

Little kid big dreams tryna be legendary
Four walls closing in and it's getting scary
Eternal torment screaming Bloody Mary
Fighting for my life and I'm getting weary
Succumbed to the pain I'm
Not thinking clearly sIgned up for a war I
Don't think I'm winning
PTSD like the military

All I wanted to be was legendary no cemetery
Life went from boxcars to
Headstones and obituaries
Ain't no catholic school but I'm
Stuck praying to them missionaries
Used to get in trouble at
School stuck to that literary

Little kid big dreams tryna be legendary
Four walls closing in and it's getting scary
Eternal torment screaming Bloody Mary
Fighting for my life and I'm getting weary
Succumbed to the pain I'm
Not thinking clearly sIgned up for a war I
Don't think I'm winning
PTSD like the military