MUN ZAY - POP STAR lyrics

I feel like a pop star no rockstar

In the day I feel like I’m a pop star
In the nighttime, I feel like I’m a rockstar
Fight my demons yeah that’s
When I’m a rockstar
Making music yeah that’s when I’m a pop star
Suicidal yeah that’s where my thoughts are
Will I do it no, I won’t take it that far
Trying to live but it’s getting real hard
Looking for love I’m always on guard
But my depression is always on par
My minds a prison I’m always in bars
I'm on my own but I won't make it far

Yeah I think I need a getaway
Maybe I should pray so he can
Take some of this shit away (yeah)
I’ve been feeling low like every day (yeah)
I’ve been sipping syrup moving
Slow like every day (yeah)
Carrying all my problems I
Must be a heavyweight (yeah)
Feeling like get the fuck out my face
I need my own space haunted by anxiety
I need my own place but then I’ll be alone
I'll bring demons home
Most of the time I don’t
Even wanna be at home
Most of the time I don’t even wanna be alone
But for my own good, I think I might be alone
But for my own good, I think might be at home
I just wanna run away
But I know I can't run away
Now I’m feeling low like every day
All I wanna do is rap but
It turned into a cheddar chase
I miss the old me chop it up like Leatherface

Send me to another place
I just wanna another place
I don't like it here
My mind up in the gutter bae
Feeling death is near
Send me to another plane

I won't make it far
Feel like my minds a prison I'm behind bars
Always wanted to be a great so
I'm reaching for the stars
Looking for love but it's
Getting kinda sparse