MUN ZAY - Villain Freestyle lyrics

I feel like a villain only
Cus I'm chilling in the
Worst ways, on my worst
Days like my birthday, uh
They look at me stupid
Mind-numbing persecution
I feel like I'm on a
Stage with a twelve gage, blow my brains out
The applause started to sound like rain, fuck
Maybe too graphic, I gotta cap it
Speaking of capping
This smiling shit is not lasting, I've
Been doing it for seventeen years
Seventeen shots and seventeen tears
I'm so fucking tired
My emotions evaporated, i used
To feel emancipated now I
Feel segregated, damn, is this how it ends?
I pray he forgives all my sins
But even then it won't end
Imma pray for you
That's all I hear ain't no
Savior coming to commandeer
Man fuck it, Imma tuck it, keep doing me
If niggas play I get to bussing
Taking one with me that is no discussion
I don't even know where my flows
Hold up pass the cognac
Wait hold on where my strap at?
Niggas keep on lacking
Them toes get to tagging
Them fishes get to crying
Then mommas get to crying
I got no motherfucking sympathy for a
Nigga Hellbent on killing me, look
Niggas too soft if you ask
Me, never to duck heat
But ain't dumb enough to poke my head up
I pray and hope that I head up, for what?