Mynameisntjmack - I Didn’t ​ lyrics

I'm way to fucked up to
Be recordin' right now

Yeah (yeah) , I'm just a man (Man)
I'm not as smart as I claim to be
Hantiesly waitin', these faces are fadin'
They chasin' me basically
I need to face it, fuck it
I need to be famous
I can't be out here on gang shit
I can't be catchin' no cases
'Cause the realities that they have set for
Me or if I don't OD
I can sell CDs and cop a Bentley Coupe
(Coupe) if I don't OD, I'd be CP3
Back in New Orleans like a
If I don't OD, I'd be servin' fiends
Black kings and queens these rеalities
They werе never fuckin' meant for you
(For you)

I swear, none of them are
I didn't realise that life was this hard
Hide it and realise that I could be harmed
I don't see myself in none of my scars
Hide it and know I should put on my
Hide it and realise that love was this hard
(Hard)
I don't see myself in none of my scars
(Scars) i didn't realise I'd take it this-

Far, none of them are
Hide and realise that life was this hard
Hide it and realise that I could be harmed
I don't see myself in none of my scars
I didn't know I should put on my
I didn't realise that love was this hard
I don't see myself in none of my scars
I didn't realise I'd take it this-
(I'd take it this)

I'm a 'nother man who
That happens every time, that shit is tragic
(Tragic)
Out here in the whip with no exhaust
I think I'm lost with you
Won't catch me lackin' (Lackin')
Never ever call me crazy, call me
Kamikaze with tendencies and
Doin' backflips off the Benzos up
And now I'm crashin' (Crashin'-crashin')
And do you wanna hear some sad shit?
(Crashin'-crashin')
I'm not really trappin
I do drugs to go to work
And I work to form my habit's
Bought a gun because I'm rappin'
I know I'm a addict
Backpack wrappin' 'fore my music slappin'
I know all of this is sad
But fuck it, shit still happens
It's not as bad as it seems

Bitch I'm a fiend, sippin' in, it's clean
Of this molly so no, I don't dream
I promise, it's not as bad as it seems
Bitch I'm a fiend, bitch I'm a fiend
Sippin' in, it's clean
Of this molly so no, I don't dream
I promise, it's not as bad as it seems
Bitch I'm a fiend, bitch I'm a fiend

(Fiend, Fiend-fiend)