Nana Grizol - Cynicism lyrics

I once saw a sunset so vivid and
Warm that I swore it was perfect
I once had a lover, I'm
Not sure if I'll recover
But I know it was worth it
Then, last night in the car
The falling raindrops looked like stars
Of some incalculable speed
Then later, my friends said "Good
To see you again, this is a home to me"

So I wrote a song and I called
It "The Love of my Life"
Said "don't be gone long"
It now sings me to sleep every night

And I never learned a lesson
Looking at my own reflection
But sometimes it seems useful
So I loosen my heart strings in high
Hopes of starting to find something truthful
Cynicism isn't wisdom
It's a lazy way to say
That you've been burned
It seems, if anything
You'd be less certain after
Everything you ever learned