Nana Grizol - Quiet, I Can Feel It lyrics

And I can feel it there
In my most intimate relationships
This soft assimilation
This whole love between the lines bullshit
I appreciate attention but just don't know
What to do with it
Can a tinned attention sit between
Me and what you find
Despite all contestation I'm conditioned in
My place in time
I wonder 'round the boundary lines
And bring them into being
But without me then who would see
The contradiction that is we
I contradict you viciously so
Certain in my scene

And me I start to wonder am
I even still a boy?
Are imprints of gay culture just some
Residues of ways it was
Call me daddy, call me pretty, call
Me home from some state, city
We paid the price of entry but
Felt locked out all the same
So move back to the suburbs though that
Don't mean what it used to
It's just crumbling roads and shadows
And an hour to anywhere
Find the time to listen
For some simple definition
Or a long form division between each
Step that led you there
Said nothing that you'd ever been was
Truthful to your feelings then
The truth is when you need it
Then you anxious turned away
To paint a path dependent on some
Battles that your forebears once said
Call me when the battle's done then
Woke up in the fray