Naol - Hurts Like Payback lyrics

Looking back
I think could’ve done things better
Hurtin’ people’s hearts
Thinkin’ I knew better
Light is still running
There’s still time to do better
No time better than to do it now
I need to humble my anger

Looking back hurts like payback
Never thought i’d be so distraught
Now I’m here feelin’ the pain
Takin’ shots to alleviate

Looking back through all the days
Of the pain I caused in so many ways
People looked at me funny
It always went both ways
Should I even bother to try?
People won’t еven think I’m serious
Thesе thoughts in my head
Are driving me crazy
Always looking back, to see what I did wrong
Overthinking scenarios to the point
I’m emotionally drained do people even care?
Or do they prefer to spectate
The voices say I’m hated
I guess it finally came to fruition

Looking back hurts like payback
Never thought i’d be so distraught
Now I’m here feelin’ the pain
Takin’ shots to alleviate

Increase the dose decrease the dose
Battling dosage battling demons
Do you feel me? Do you even hear me?
Do you even hear me? Do you even hear me?