Nathanael Hoyt - Suicide Hotline lyrics

Hello this is the Suicide Hotline
Thank you for calling
We'll get back to you as soon as we can
Good-bye

What's my worth on this earth i feel cursed
I feel hurt i don't know what to do
I don't know how I'm relevant anymore
If I'm not made for you
Shut me out and lock the door
I know you don't care for me anymore

Crawl up on me once do it again just for fun
Carefully around me you won't live to run
Once is done but that's enough
If you're feeling off
Please call the suicide hotline

Don't you dare ask what's wrong with me
If there's a problem you attend to my needs
Instead of wasting my time with you
I fantasize with parodiеs like off with
Your head, cut off your eyеs
Gouge out your eyes

Crawl up on me once do it again just for fun
Carefully around me you won't live to run
Once is done but that's enough
If you're feeling off
Please call the suicide hotline
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying
Voices all around me they're
Talking and they're saying

If you can't find me in the darkness
I'm pretty sure you'll find
Me where it's darkest
Don't you think this is a contest
Needs are all around attracted
I don't need your validation
What lies between temptation
What ties between sedation
Turn it up an altercation
Take a card die on vacation
If your sad there's no escaping
Thank you for calling the Suicide Hotline
Unfortunately due to a current crisis
We'll have to get back to you later
But if this is a life threatening emergency
Please hang up and call 911
Thank you for calling and remember
Kids be safe goodbye