Nems, Jazzsoon - Leave Me Alone lyrics

Crown Jewel look
Whatever happened to you back then
Let it stay in the past
You keep relivin' it and replayin'
It in your mind
Your life is gonna be miserable and
Life ain't made to be miserable
Life is meant for you to be great
Leave that shit behind you and move forward
Let's get it, my nigga

I don't wanna sound mad I feel marvelous
Running through all of these pills
Like I'm a pharmacist
I told God I don't wanna be a bother
Just let me know how you leave
A four year old fatherless
Chasing a high with my face to the sky
Still wondering why I can't get a reply
Mad that I can't cry, mind getting confused
Since he won't say a word to me


I figured I'd just ask you
What up, pop? Ya baby boy is all grown
I can't complain about a thing 'cause
This is all I've ever known
But sometimes I get jealous seeing
Kids with they dads
In a few years I'll be the same
Age you was when you passed
Sometimes I get sad and sometimes I get mad
Or push my feelings deep down and
Cover it up with a laugh
I could blame you for every
Problem that I've ever had
But somewhere inside I know that this
Was part of God's path but still
Where was my dad to teach me
How to ride a bike?
Where was you at to teach me
How to win a fight?
I felt alone everyday through the night
'Cause, I been searching for a father
Figure all of my life
I had to learn from a woman how to be a man
And she did a great job but
Some things she couldn't understand
I needed your guidance grab me
By the hand for direction
All my life I wanted to
Ask you this question, pop

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Why did you leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
How could you leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Why did you leave me alone? Leave me alone
Every evening I have a by myself meeting

First off, i know you did your best
With what you was given
I never held no resentments
You already forgiven
From the date of my birth to
All them visit's in prison
You the reason I'm living
Probably the strongest woman I know
Put me in private school
Took us out the hood
You was raising me different from
You that I understood
Single mother with her own home
Shit was amazing but when you relapsed that
Snatched my security blanket
Now we back in the projects
Everyday was defeat
I was just becoming a man
You was running the street
The pain, the shame, the guilt
It hurt so deep
And the fact that I couldn't help you
Hurt so much I couldn't eat
Couldn't sleep, didn't know what to do
You went away to rehab and
I got high like you, uh
All those nights I just needed my mother
And while you were gone I
Would sit up and wonder

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Why did you leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
How could you leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Why did you leave me alone?
You merely adopted the dark i was born in it

No one to guide me had to find myself
No sisters no brothers grew up by myself
Single mother working, I was home by myself
They locked me up
Threw me in the box by myself
Now I done seen the isolation
Crush plenty of men
And I done lost so many times
You'd think I hated to win
But, I adapted to the darkness and
I made it my friend
Made an outlet for my aggression
And named it Nems
See, me? I rather joke and laugh
Lighten up the pace
But Nems ain't with the talking
He'll just punch you in your face
All that anger and insecurity
Turned into hate
And I gotta to conquer all these
Demons if I wanna be great
I just be in the crib
I don't party with the fake
Industry type motherfuckers that
Couldn't relate i might show up late
Walk inside show my face
Then leave without saying nothing like
That's all I can take fuck it

Leave me alone, leave me alone
Would you just leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Could you just leave me alone?
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Why can't you leave me alone?
Leave me alone
Catch me in the corner not speakin'
Catch me in the corner not speakin'
Catch me in the corner not speakin'
Catch me in the corner not speakin'
Catch me in the corner not speakin'
Fuck Ya Life

Ha ha hahaha, this nigga ill, yo
This nigga's ill
See, I'm from Detroit, born and raised
So when you was up here
For the first half hour you know
For the first half hour of however
Long you been up here
You was like, "Nigga, nigga
Nigga" and I'm lookin' at you like
"He gotta be maybe Puerto Rican"
'cause I don't understand
Nah, I already looked at him and shit
He's Latino somethin' to do with it
But when you see him, you may
Not, people don't see that initially
So I get the concern bein' from Detroit
We don't have a bunch of different cultures
But, you see, once he opened his mouth
Uh, huh that's Latino