Night Lovell - ALIVE EVEN WHEN I DIE lyrics
Shermar Paul [Ottawa, Canada]
[Night Lovell - ALIVE EVEN WHEN I DIE lyrics]
Yeah outby16, or dead on the scene
But together for fuckin' ever
I'm tryna go away, go away, go away, go away
Go away, yeah, mm ayy
I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life
At times I never thought my
Life would turn to light (Ayy, ayy)
Thinkin' if the shit I did was right
And now my mind is puttin' up a fuckin' fight
I feel guilty all the motherfuckin' time
(Time) even though all of this fuckin'
Shit I got is mine (Mine, uh)
Guess that's what I asked for
Don't feel I'm deservin' of these
Stamps on my passport, ayy
(Swear this life shit is a bitch, uh)
Told you twenty times, you don't listen
I don't give a fuck about your feelings
Every time I do
I run into the motherfuckin' ceilin'
Tryna please, you when I give you all
The shit you fuckin' wishin'
(Tell me what the fuck you wishin', bitch)
I don't leave my motherfuckin' crib, bitch
Niggas probably think I don't even exist
What happens if one day my car flips?
I don't want you niggas
Near my motherfuckin' casket (Ayy, yeah)
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how
I motherfuckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you
Tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time
I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways
Don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I
Do my words are candid
I don't show my fuckin' moves
And niggas can't stand it (Ayy! Uh)
I don't got no plans
Might just slide up to Japan
And just do it 'cause, I can, uh
Lately, I've been feelin' like the
World is in my hands
I'll probably call your phone to let
You know soon as I land, uh
That's just where I stand, uh
I can see the look inside your eyes, you
Done fucked up your whole fuckin' mind, uh
Don't hurt yourself tryin'
You niggas not really my motherfuckin' kind
And that's fine, I'm just tryna
Be remembered when I die, bitch
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how
I motherfuckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you
Tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time
I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways
Don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I
Do my words are candid
I don't show my fuckin' moves
And niggas can't stand it
But together for fuckin' ever
I'm tryna go away, go away, go away, go away
Go away, yeah, mm ayy
I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life
At times I never thought my
Life would turn to light (Ayy, ayy)
Thinkin' if the shit I did was right
And now my mind is puttin' up a fuckin' fight
I feel guilty all the motherfuckin' time
(Time) even though all of this fuckin'
Shit I got is mine (Mine, uh)
Guess that's what I asked for
Don't feel I'm deservin' of these
Stamps on my passport, ayy
(Swear this life shit is a bitch, uh)
Told you twenty times, you don't listen
I don't give a fuck about your feelings
Every time I do
I run into the motherfuckin' ceilin'
Tryna please, you when I give you all
The shit you fuckin' wishin'
(Tell me what the fuck you wishin', bitch)
I don't leave my motherfuckin' crib, bitch
Niggas probably think I don't even exist
What happens if one day my car flips?
I don't want you niggas
Near my motherfuckin' casket (Ayy, yeah)
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how
I motherfuckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you
Tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time
I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways
Don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I
Do my words are candid
I don't show my fuckin' moves
And niggas can't stand it (Ayy! Uh)
I don't got no plans
Might just slide up to Japan
And just do it 'cause, I can, uh
Lately, I've been feelin' like the
World is in my hands
I'll probably call your phone to let
You know soon as I land, uh
That's just where I stand, uh
I can see the look inside your eyes, you
Done fucked up your whole fuckin' mind, uh
Don't hurt yourself tryin'
You niggas not really my motherfuckin' kind
And that's fine, I'm just tryna
Be remembered when I die, bitch
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how
I motherfuckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you
Tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time
I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fuckin' time, bitch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways
Don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I
Do my words are candid
I don't show my fuckin' moves
And niggas can't stand it