NIGHTBREAKERS - No More Sad lyrics

I think it's best if I disintegrate
Leave this planet
Fuck this body & just levitate
& just don’t know how much more
Of this that I can take
Medicate, & numb the pain
I feel that it’s too late for me but

You know I tried to sell my soul
Like 27 to life
& now I’m lighting up the clouds
Like the Fourth of July
Just make me monumental like
The Hollywood sign
I just need a lot of attention

They don’t know
They don’t know what I am feeling
All voices inside my head they don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
All my friends are so depressed
In my head I'm buried 6 feet under
Will I ever make it out alive?
& They don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
But they keep telling me "No More Sad"

They told me only fools fall In love
So why look for my other half
When I can take some drugs?
& stop constantly wondering if
I’ll ever be enough
I should’ve stayed in bed
Instead of waking up (today)

But, I've got the pedal to the floor
Waiting for the checkers to fly
& it feels like I’ll never win
No matter how hard I try personify me
Live & die by if you like me online
I just need a little validation

They don’t know
They don’t know what I am feeling
All voices inside my head they don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
All my friends are so depressed
In my head I'm buried 6 feet under
Will I ever make it out alive?
& They don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
But they keep telling me "No More Sad"

All alone and I'm terrified of letting go
If you’re gonna leave too
Then you better let me down slow

They don’t know
They don’t know what I am feeling
All voices inside my head they don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
All my friends are so depressed
In my head I'm buried 6 feet under
Will I ever make it out alive?
& They don’t know
They don’t know what I’m feeling
But they keep telling me "No More Sad"