Ninewaters - ​anime lyrics

You know what, hm? I love you
What are you saying embarrassing
Stuff like that for?
If you're supposed too, ah, I don't know

I spend my life wishing life
Was like an anime i'm fuckin' bored
I'll rot in bed until another day
I've given up on love
I'm something I don't wanna be
I drown my liver, I still miss her
If she stayed then we'd live happily
I'd waste my life to find
An end to this insanity
I'd kill myself but hate
To disappoint my family
I'm not gonna die, yeah
Just have to keep myself away
From all the cider
I'm too sorry for myself to
See the agony inside her

I smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all
Thеse fags I'm always buyin'
I do it for enjoyment, not to brag
I'm gonna diе if I'm drunk and tell you
That I'm always sad, then I'm not lyin'
I keep it all inside, so hell
Is trapped inside my mind, yah
Tell me are you gonna cry if
I was gonna die tonight
'Cause all these suicidal thoughts
Inside my mind
Have all been here like half my life
All I ever wanted was to
Live a life of splendour
The way you're acting makes me
Wanna lose my temper, yeah
Why you gonna act like I
Just killed your family
This is a different kind of tragedy
And my anatomy is froze now
Why don't you tell me how I'm feelin'
'Cause I know you think you know now
I'ma go now
Call up my mother 'cause you make
Me miss my home now i miss my lover, yeah
It makes me feel so down i'm living fast
My mother tells me I should slow down

I spend my life wishing life
Was like an anime i'm fuckin' bored
I'll rot in bed until another day
I've given up on love
I'm something I don't wanna be
I drown my liver, I still miss her
If she stayed then we'd live happily
I'd waste my life to find
An end to this insanity
I'd kill myself but hate
To disappoint my family
I'm not gonna die, yeah
Just have to keep myself away
From all the cider
I'm too sorry for myself to
See the agony inside her

I really hurt you and I knew that
I made the situation worse and I
Didn't have to do that
I knew we wasn't gonna work but
I shouldn't put you through that