Nino Paid - Play This At My Funeral lyrics

[Intro, girl in red + Nino Paid]
Cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall (Not now)
Looking at the (Not never)
Stars (Jacob made this)
Admiring from (Julioo)

[Chorus, Nino Paid]
My mom was an addict
And pop wasn't there (He wasn't)
Trust me, I still ain't care
My stepdad came in
Show me the ropes and he died
And it's messed up, ain't it?, I know
I know how it feel when your house
Supposed to be a home and
You feel like it's no where to go
I know how it feel when you try
Your hardest all year and


You still got nothing to show
(Trust me, I know)
I nevеr thought I could be
Anybody but a nobody
God had to prove me wrong
I'd nеver thought I'd be able
To jump on stage and people
Would know my songs
I spent twenty-two years in this world
And I'm hoping I still got twenty-two
More on the clock
My lil' sister is nineteen, just had a baby
That nobody told me about
(Nobody told me)

[Verse, Nino Paid]
My calls been goin' to voicemail
How I'ma call on you
When you never can answer?
Soon as my life goin' good
It seem like another person diagnosed with cancer
Nobody told me that kids like me
Who grew up with aces, die way faster
So, maybe I'm already cooked (Uh-huh)
It feel like my life a disaster
(It feel like my life a disaster)
It feel like I'm cursed or trapped
In a cycle in life where I never could win
(I never could win)
I'm used to the hurt, I'm trapped in the cycle
Of pain where it never could end (Never could end)
I've been on the other side
Nobody told you the grass ain't greener the same
I got to go hard, the burdens
Of all my brothers been living through me
(They living through me)
I do it for all my homies and most of the people
Who told me I couldn't (Said that I couldn’t)
I help anybody that I can, I know that they
Ain't do it for me and I shouldn't (And I shouldn't)
I'm showing my dawg a whole another way
To his life and make dukes feel good
As long as they smiling, I'm happy
(As long as they smiling, I'm happy)
They ask would I change, and I wouldn't

[Chorus, Nino Paid]
My mom was an addict
And pop wasn't there (He wasn't)
Trust me, I still ain't care
My stepdad came in, show me the ropes
And he died and it's messed up, ain't it?
I know (It's messed up, ain't it?)
I know how it feel when your house supposed
To be a home and you feel like
It's no where to go (It's no where to go)
I know how it feel when you try your hardest
All year and you still got nothing to show
(Still got nothing to show)
I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
God had to prove me wrong
I'd never thought I'd be able to jump on stage
And people would know my songs
I spent twenty-two years in this world
And I'm hoping I still got twenty-two more on the clock
My lil' sister is nineteen, just had a baby
That nobody told me about (Nobody told me about)