Charles Bukowski, Nomrah, Alan Watts - And i will. lyrics

It’s nothing that… that you want that
You don’t have right now
Is there really? I mean you don’t
Think about things like that
You don’t want a sailboat… The
Only thing I’m missing now
It’s more privacy that I’d like
I would like to be alone more
Like the phone rings too often
There’s too many cameras and all that
And I’ve kinda accepted… but it’s not me
When these things are gone
I go back to the room
And I become myself again
Oftentimes, I pull down all the
Shades like I used to
And just lay down in a room
For five to six hours just alone
Just lay in that bed and gеt something back
Some kind of juice
Just bеing away from people is one
Of the most marvelous fulfillments
A man like me could have
Just the absence of humanity
Is a fulfillment so graceful that even God
Wouldn’t understand if He invented them
Which He probably didn’t

Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I’m standin’
Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I stand still

Standin’ at a stand-still
Sinkin’ in the landfill
Strugglin’ to pay bills
Everything just ain’t real
I go to step but now my feet are stuck
(I’m trapped)
I hope and I guess that I can run amuck
Still, I said it (yuh)
I meant it
(I did) and you should I know I’m serious
Am I dead if the sedative
Just makes me go delirious? (Huh?)
I said I’ll reach my goals
And I swear to you I will
But if you read the polls
They all say I’ll probably fail
But I won’t, I mean that
So don’t you go delete that
Tweet that you were sendin’ my way
Hopin’ that I’d read that (nah)
I know it’s hard to stand
Still floatin’ out in cyberspace
But stand here on the pink moon with
Me and you’ll find your place
That pink moon resides inside
Of my skull here
And that seems to imply that I am alone here
(I am) but I ain’t goin’ nowhere even
When my badge fades and I forget my name and
The power that I waste

Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I’m standin’
Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I stand still

Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I stand still

Aquarius upon the moon
Sitting on the scale of Libra
Fighting with the urge to hide emotions
And to share a heater
He’s been known to isolate
He’s been known to hibernate
He’s been known to act tough even
Though his mind’s at stake his moon, sun
And rising all reside in Aquarius
He’s obsessed with being different even
Though it be scarin’ him
He runs away into the pink moon in his skull
And the constellations there give him
The comfort to lull

Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I’m standin’
Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I stand still

Maybe I should go and start a new wave
Hopefully I’ll find what I needed to say
But while I’m searchin’ for it
I’ll just tell you
I will (I will) , I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
I will (I will) , and I will (I will)
Do what it takes until I stand still
Now, what seems to develop is this
Most people think that "I" is
A center of sensitivity
Somewhere inside their skin
And the majority of people feel
That it’s in their heads
And civilizations in different periods of
History have differed about this
Some people feel that they exist
In the solar plexus
But in American culture today
Or in the western culture in general
Most people feel that they exist in here
(the brain)
And there is, as it were, a little man
Sitting inside the center of the skull
And he has a television screen
In front of him which gives him all messages
From the eyeballs he has earphones on
And that gives him all messages from the ears
And he has in front of him a control panel
With various dials and buttons and things
Which enable him to influence
The arms and legs and to get all sorts of
Information from the nerve ends
And that’s "you"