Nonexistentlol - State of mind (freestyle) lyrics

(coughing) Y'all already know what
The deal is
I'm gonna be freestyling for you guys today
This is gonna be freestyle number one
So get the fuck off my dick

Everyone hating me and
It's putting me to the test
While all these pussy bitches walk around
Like they the rest (uh)
Thinking that they the best
(uh) , thinking they won't invest (uh)
My mind feels disaster in a
World of so much matter
And everyone talks down on it
Like a dinner platter
And everyone just leaves me so
What's it really matter?
I walk around this city feeling so uninvited
While everybody else seems to
Know what they've decided
Sometimes I'm in my head and I feel
That I should start a riot
But instead I keep my thoughts in and
I choose to be so quiet
Most people I know say that I
Should quit music and sometimes
I agree but I know that I will never do it
Why should I give up on something
That I love while they
Keep on moving forward into something
So much high above?
I know I have a time limit
For everything that I do 'cause
When I'm twenty three I think that
I will owe some dues fact of the matter is I
Think that I'll be dead
'cause everyday I think of it
Inside my fucked up head
When I was a little kid
I went through a traumatic
It may seem real dramatic but
It's stuck like it's magnetic (uh)

(yuh, uh) y'all already know I killed
This motherfucking shit
In the motherfucking booth
All by myself so y'all get
The fuck off my dick right now motherfucker