Novulenz - More fucked up than my heart lyrics

When I start to think about and
I think about it hard
Damn life was good when I knew where to start
I don't even feel like having a restart
Cause this shit is more fucked
Up than my heart
I'm a ghost and they don't even notice
I don't think that's not how
It's supposed to be
Feel my skin, fuck am i coldest
Maybe not colder than their hearts
Please I wanna be free
Stop seeking your attention
Cause i don't give a fuck
Complaining about your situation
You better fucking duck
You get everything you want
Fuck you you're so nonchalant
You got friends, and money
You even think life's funny
I say fuck you, you think you know about pain
Thе only conversations I have are in my brain
You bеtter beg and plead on your knees
Cause I might make you bleed
You got everything you fucking need