Nugat - FOR YOU songtext (lyrics)

6am I go to bed at 10am I wake up
Got that nervous feel like I didn't sleep
And it feel  (like) I gotta throw up
A funny feel in my belly says
That I'm not supposed to live
And so I start my days since I can think
My legs be shaking and I feel I gotta run
A woman speaks to me and it
Seem that she my mum
She says my dad he has two
Horns and is a bad guy and that explains my
Evil overacting sometimes

Girl I know I'm bad and I'm
Begging you to forgive me
You don't need to come back but
I'm begging you to forgive me
My life ain't easy and
I'm not always myself
I try to make you sad but
I'm begging you to forgive me believe me

11pm you go to bed at 10am you wake up
Another day another dude beside you
And I wonder you don't need to throw up
How can you look into the mirror and
Be down with yourself like that?!
I think you don't feel anything
Don't get my wrong you can have
As many boys as you want
But don't play with hearts like
They're toys cause they're not
You told me I was the wrong and I think
There were so many boys you told so
Did your boyfriend know that you was
With me all summer long?
Or didn't he have a clue just like
Me that you fucked both of us?

Girl I know you bad and I don't
Want you to come back no more
I tried to make you sick
But I recognized it's impossible
How should I hurt you when you
Ain't even got no heart?
I tried to make you sick and I don't
Want you to come back no more
Girl I know you bad and I don't
Want you to come back no more
I tried to make you sick
But I recognized it's impossible
How should I hurt you when you
Ain't even got no heart?
I tried to make you sick and I don't
Want you to come back no more believe me