Nugat - NEVERBE songtext (lyrics)

Got that BPD since I can think
I can not feel a thing I told my shrink ya
Half schizophrenic is that a thing?
Is it my blood all up in the sink ya?
Look in the mirror I start to sing
Can't control my expressions what's
Wrong with him ya
I'm afraid when I'm sad that
I start to grin
Like when my grandpa died what the hell

When I was younger Mama put me
In a room with stranger people
They said they come in freedom and that
They're very pleased to meet me
Asked me questions about me I stared at
Them they wanted to talk to me
About ADHD but I Just screamed
ACAB fuck 'em all!
I was ten at that time hoe
And I remember the Beelzeboss as
A friend of mine hoe
I was ten at that time hoe
And I remember the Beelzeboss as
A friend of mine

They told me fuck you you
Will never be like us
They said fuck you you will never be like us

PART 2

I try to fly but someone cut my wings
Let's raise our voice the outlaws
Finna be the kings ya
I'm fighting fighting fighting it seem that
I can not win ya
Hit me with the second wind ya
How could you laugh and frown
You don't know what that was all about uh
Now it's all about
Getting chains and get them shows sold out uh
I was on the ground yeah
Bitch and I was underground
Selling packs for food bitch
When I was twelve they told me
I was just a freak
The empathy in my head said how
Could they've told me that
This is what they all expect from me

Y'all want a psycho? I can give
It to you listen I'm like:
FUCK YOU you will never be like me
And I was screaming You will never be like me
And I was bleeding and you
Will never be like me
Them hoes was cheating and you
Will never be like me
And I can hate myself so you
Will never be like me
I can debate myself so you
Will never be like me
SHUT THE FUCK UP so you will never be like me
I almost killed myself