Numb - Laidback Gemini lyrics

This time around I woke up with the
Sun with the image of pain
Not that I'm hurtin somehow I feel
Numb and can't feel anything
Getting colder and colder and colder and
Colder my heart is in change
Takin my kindness for weakness is wrong
So most times I'm estranged
But, I'm used to being alone
I figure this is the reason I'm strong
I pay attention to what's going on
I'm well aware and I stay in my zone
Kind of hard to believe in love
When there is no loyalty
But, I know my worth I'm breakin the
Curse the gift of my royalty
So please, stay away from me
If you're not about peace
You're considered an enemy
Must have respect don't even test
Otherwise you're messin with tranquility
But anyway maybe another day
My heaven will shine
But anyway maybe another day
Everything will be fine

Numb to the pain cold hearted
I can't feel anything
Numb to the pain cold hearted
It's just simple and plain
Numb to the pain cold hearted it
Will never be the same
Numb to the pain cold hearted
I just got to maintain

Energy high but they want me so
Low but still can't control
It's protected anointed i'm not like the
Ones who be sellin their souls
In a good postition to say that
Mine will never be sold
Once again let me tell you my heart
As been changing it's colder than cold
I handle the load guarantee that I'm doing
My thing I stick to the plan
Still don't understand how I turned numb
Maybe someone else will explain
Calmness is in my brain serenity
I always stay sane
The road that's less traveled
Alone in the battle
Whatever's at the end to obtain
Gold number 1
It ain't like there's something
New under the sun
I accomplish my mission and then i'm done
I be mindin my own not concerned with none
The coldness inside is invadin me making
Me stronger it's weird you see
I rather stay that way I know
I'm improvin in truth and honesty

Numb to the pain cold hearted
I can't feel anything
Numb to the pain cold hearted
It's just simple and plain
Numb to the pain cold hearted it
Will never be the same
Numb to the pain cold hearted
I just got to maintain