Orange Caramel - Because of you lyrics

I will not make the same
Mistakes that you did i will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard i've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe
Side so I don't get hurt because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me because of you
I am afraid i lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe
Side so I don't get hurt because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than
To lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe
Side so I don't get hurt because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you i am afraid
Because of you because of you