Oscar Blesson, The Loudmouf Choir - Rock Bottom lyrics

What I'm giving in got me thinking
Achieve greatness or skate out
Lost in the grind, love the kinking
Looking to the stars like
It's only a reflection
Are they all different
Or a sign of repetition
Seeking clarity in a world
Filled with blasphemy
Making music for my soul
Carry out this rhapsody
Attract peeps to the vicinity
This just dreams, but I

Might stop in the blink of an eye
Please forgive them
The voices behind my doubts that is
They tell me different
You will never make it
You will never make it
Take the joint and blaze it
On it like Jamaicans bom, bye bye
To the ambitions, dedication, mind-state
Higher than Seattle
They wishing to get it like me
Don't give a fuck just like me
Intolerant to what's indoctrinated to me
But who see

A rebel in search of a repel
Generator but can't get repaired
Only one, no pair, I appear with the world
But can't be peered, what a despair
That's how I've been living, all my life
Swear I just been giving, all my life
Rubbed on many times, but no genie
More like a booger, tryna flick me out
The game, conflicts in my mind, okay

Soundtrack to the life at rock bottom
No vision like the darkness got him
(Falling for the trap, fall through the gap
Fall in the crap getting back
On the track now)
Will I choose to leave it all
In a game with no re-spawn
(Falling for the trap, fall through the gap
Fall in the crap getting back
On the track now)

Easy living, grease the spinning
Please forgive me

D', evils in my system, tryna go the distance
Blow it in a instant
Can't you see it's different
Then just flows and lyrics hoes they dig it
Easy to mimic got me dragging in my limit's
Puts my point of view in pivot
Thoughts of success keeps me
Drunk while I'm living

That ain't always a good thing, innit?
At least I don't question my existence
What about my image?
This is what I signed up for, or is it?
Perhaps a mishap, it can't be destined
To be, meant for me

I ain't been happy in a minute
And don't take me for an emo gimmick
Take what you get, like it was never given
This ain't for you if you after better linens
Been in the lab so long the
C in MC stands for chemist
Fuck a rap critic
Keep talking while I live it

Soundtrack to the life at rock bottom
No vision like the darkness got him
(Falling for the trap, fall through the gap
Fall in the crap getting back
On the track now)
Will I choose to leave it all
In a game with no re-spawn
(Falling for the trap, fall through the gap
Fall in the crap getting back
On the track now)

Easy living, grease the spinning
Please forgive me