Pageant Queen, ​demxntia, SuiSai - Silence lyrics

Grinding on my teeth turn it into dust
Everything is bleak turning into rust
Down again i can't breathe
Down again with my heart on my sleeve
Breaking these ties I just wanna go
Troubled thoughts in my head got me slow
I can't find shelter from myself
(Leave me alone)

Talking to myself, censored words
What the fucks wrong?
(What do you want from me?)
Angry voices in my head
Why my nights feel so long? (Leave me alone)
Static in my mind, silence in my room
(What do you want from me?)
The wind is howling loud what am I to do?
(Leave me alone)

Somethings so wrong when you're so used to
Being controlled
Rolling ever so slowly down that broken road
Think is there any place here left to go?
See the sudden shift in
Winds that used to howl
Changes coming quicker
Tho there's so much left to see
So much left to see
Wish I wasn't such a coward
Stuck in my own shadow
Is this really how it has to be?

Talking to myself, censored words
What the fucks wrong?
(What do you want from me?)
Angry voices in my head
Why my nights feel so long? (Leave me alone)
Static in my mind, silence in my room
(What do you want from me?)
The wind is howling loud what am I to do?
(Leave me alone)

I don't know how long I can keep this front
I have a habit of breaking everything I touch
I don't know myself as well
As the mirror does
Always say I do but I don't
I don't wanna waste time no more
Spend another night inside of my head
I just wanna make it right for you
At least that's what I'll say
Excuses never go through

Talking to myself, censored words
What the fucks wrong?
Angry voices in my head
Why my nights feel so long?
Static in my mind, silence in my room
The wind is howling loud what am I to do?
What the fucks wrong?
Angry voices in my head
Why my nights feel so long?
Static in my mind, silence in my room
The wind is howling loud what am I to do?