PEZ, Raymes - Motherland lyrics

Yeah, I heard a calling
Looked up to the sky
All of the words were falling
So that, I felt like in that moment
That I'd been chosen to live out my dream
But now I see
Anything and everything that I ever wrote
Has taken me down an endless road to see her
But will she ever show her face
Or this place just a figment
That I'm tryna chase?

I've been waiting all my life
To get (to get) to the motherland
To the motherland
I've been waiting all my life
To get (to get) to the motherland

Yeah i just never thought it'd come to this

'Cause when I was younger I guess I foresaw
A particular way I'd be living my life
I just never thought I'd be sitting here
Watching it as it went by
Stuck in a group of my minds
And that I'm always frightened and unsure
It's like I don't know what I'm writing
Anymore, and I'm sure
There's a reason for these
Demons that won't leave, but I can't ignore
This feeling deep down in my soul
It's telling me
I should believe what I've been told
Or is it believe what I've been sold
It's all a question now
Are you there? It's hard to know
Ask myself, my heart says no
Still I keep feeling like I can't let go
And I know, it's crazy to complain
But, I guess I keep hoping that
You'll save me from this pain
I'm in, I've been

I've been waiting all my life
To get (to get) to the motherland
To the motherland
I've been waiting all my life
To get (to get) to the motherland
To the motherland

It's the same old story
Written on a page again
Looking for a way out
Of a maze I've lost in for a while
And I want to find it
But, I just don't know how
Please send me a sign to say
Where you are hiding

To the motherland will I ever find it?
Will I ever find it? Will I ever find it?