PhemieC - Without You lyrics

Worth, it's something you can earn
It's something like belonging
But nothing like belonging to
And love is wanting to protect
To fight until you're wrecked
Coming back reformed, reborn
And stronger too

And it's not easy it hasn't been easy
It's not getting easier to go on without you
Hate, and guilt and grief and rage
I tried but couldn't save you
From what you were searching for
Those things I couldn't understand
You smiled and held my hand
And that's the touch I'm hurting for

And it's not easy it's hasn't been easy
Nothing's been easy
And I'm full of doubt too

And it's not for me this world you adored
I am trapped on these shores without you

Why, I would have followed where you lead
If I could bleed I would have bled
If I could give myself instead
If I could you what he gave you
Anything to save you
Anything to keep your curiosity at bay
Anything to have you and to hold you
If I could I would have told you
Anything, anyone but him
And it's no surprise I love him
How couldn't I and I see you in his eyes
In his wisdom and his kindness
And the way he's always right
And it's not easy to realize it's
Getting harder all the time
Harder to miss you

And it's not easy it's true
But nothing was ever easy with you