PiscesBaby - Rondevu lyrics

Your lies just sounding stupid
I don't wanna hear it
I tried but I don't feel the same
When your not around
All the weekends I would spend
Calling you told me you would see me
I been waiting at this rondevu, point

So I mask the way I feel
With all these cuts go deep
Bury me alive within this sand
I'm decomposing, I don't wanna fail
To see you resting in his arms
Your makeup on his clothing
Said he's there for your support

Huh feel it in your bones
Give up your body when he finish
Could've been with me
You put yourself in this position
Therapy never helped
You just need someone else to listen
Hearts been torn in two
But, you gon' keep all of that hidden
Waves crash down in this warm beach sand
Don't need someone to be around
Just talk to me instead this just how I feel
Can't be like him but I try my best
Everybody sleep
But, it's just three or four am

Swear it's too much work
To bring myself, to be at peace
The poison in this bottle
Calms me down to be at ease
And I'll be way more happier
Pronounce me as deceased
Find me in the underground
The sewage hit's my knees face down pressed
In the dirt, I don't talk about it
Everything just hurts
Take my life please, just take my word
And every I touch Just breaks
Swear I'm cursed

So I mask the way I feel
With all these cuts go deep
Bury me alive within this sand
I'm decomposing, I don't wanna fail
To see you resting in his arms
Your makeup on his clothing
Said he's there for your support

Huh feel it in your bones
Give up your body when he finish
Could've been with me
You put yourself in this position
Therapy never helped
You just need someone else to listen
Hearts been torn in two
But, you gon' keep all of that hidden
Waves crash down in this warm beach sand
Don't need someone to be around
Just talk to me instead this just how I feel
Can't be like him but I try my best
Everybody sleep
But, it's just three or four am