Potter Payper - Quite Befitting lyrics

I know that they say it all the time
But, I got murder on my mind and God
Knows I'm the type to mean it
I feel so loved and hated
At the same time 'cause you're here now
But you weren't when your time was needed
I sit behind the smoke and thank
God we ain't broke no more
But even money can't hide the feeling
Real back in style
It's embroidered in the fabric
And it's quite befitting

You ain't cut from that type of stitching
'Cause number one
You don't know how to mind your business
I'm so business minded and
My time's a privilege
I mash work solo, none of mine's assisted
And when I rap
They say it's coming like hieroglyphics
I just wanna get rich so
I can buy the building
I know someone gave the drop
They was quite specific
Don't come and get shot when
The guys are filming

I know that they say it all the time
But, I got murder on my mind and God
Knows I'm the type to mean it
I feel so loved and hated at the
Same time 'cause you're here now
But, you weren't when your time was needed
I sit behind the smoke and thank
God we ain't broke no more
But even money can't hide the feeling
Real back in style
It's embroidered in the fabric
And it's quite befitting

Uh, you gotta learn to roll with the punches
No free lunches
They're gonna say you changed
That's the narrative they run with
Sometimes I feel like my
Growth's just stunted
By narrow-minded people
So I gotta blow my own trumpet
You're living for your raps
You're just fronting
I know they're gonna front him
'Til someone wants something
I'm still the same P who used
To get the block pumping
I should've been in school
But, I was on the block bunking
Probably why I had a single
Cell with a bunk in belly just rumbling
When I was just a munchkin
They brang me to the party and
Told me bring the guns in
Peanut butter porridge with the lumps in
It's embroidered in my fabric
See my heart all on my sleeve
It's so beautiful and tragic, nah
That's my AP look closer, full disclosure
Then I've been running rap for ten years
Inspired all my peers
Shed blood, sweat, and tears
Never told, never scared
Monclers and Nike Airs
They all know I took the stairs
Not the lift, now they're pissed
'Cause there ain't no way
I'm getting looked over
When I'm the hood broker
Showed you how to cook coke up
So much heart, I'd be a donor
But, it's bleeding like Leona
For that boy's mum and all
The misery I sold her
Shit, I said that already
'Round about the same time when
I was kipping at Terry's
Every pound, every penny I can give back
'Cah I got my get back already
So when I say that I got
Murder on my mind I mean
I'm tryna kill rap and redefine the meaning
Defying all the odds
I kind of like the feeling
Real back in style
That's my kind of dreaming
I'm a freedom writer, I mean freedom fighter
'Cah God knows I really had
To fight for freedom

I know that they say it all the time
But, I got murder on my mind and God
Knows I'm the type to mean it
I feel so loved and hated at the
Same time 'cause you're here now
But, you weren't when your time was needed
I sit behind the smoke and thank
God we ain't broke no more
But even money can't hide this feeling
Real back in style
It's embroidered in my fabric
And it's quite befitting