Q Strange - Can't Take No More lyrics

I can't take anymore I'm gettin' depressed
And I feel this stress inside my chest
Its gonna explode I gotta load of shit
On my mind I'm tryin' to find
The answers to the things I
Need to succeed or survive
I'm tryin' to strive, but I wonder why
Is it so rough
I gotta see defeat and times are tough
And I don't want him to see his
Daddy gettin' takin' away in hand coughs
It's all this stuff
These city kids they keep it real
But not keepin' it real
Is talkin' shit and packin' steel
What's the deal? That's how
You represent? not me i keep it real wit my
Family and I take responsibility
But I can understand why niggas buck
Cuz it's a fucked up world
But what if your stray bullet
Ever hit's a little girl
I think about this shit as
Years go by like minutes
I know it's bad now
But it's only the beginning
Media tells me it's better
But I see it's gettin' worse
I wanna ride around in limos
But I'm headin' for a hearse
Suicide obeys my mind and sometimes
I think it's over
I don't trust no one so I'm
On point just like a cobra
Even if I know ya I don't
Trust ya cuz I can't
You give ya soul to people
And they just take advantage chorus

Negative vibes vibrate through my speaker
See the way I rhyme I
Should be sayin' somethin' deeper
My tape that gets possessed by
Evil demons actin' ill
Teachin' kids how to rob
Carry guns, sell drugs, and kill
I real artist, kick soul from the heart
Does art imitate life
Or does my life imitate art
If it's a part of your life express it
But don't glamorize
This influence on young minds wanna
Do the shit I rhyme
Now that I'ma parent it's
Apparent I should recognize
Negative affects that this has
In my childs eyes
I apologize to my family and pride
And all the young teens
I left emotionally scarred
I can't take no more of the guilt paranoia
Never be a doctor, or a cop or not a lawyer
The only thing I got in
This world is makin' music
I'd rather rap about abusive shit
Than go and do it
But at the same time I write
Lines when I write these rhymes
I'm a grown man and a father
Am I wastin' my time
Should I just stop and maybe change my flow
I don't know
I'm at a crossroad I gotta choose where to go
I am not the man I was
When I started this shit allota this shit
I see means the harder I spit
But since then I got a son who looks up to me
The image that I'm givin' man
It kinda fucks with me
Torn between a gimmick and
Respect from my seed
Well there ain't no competition I
Ain't driven by greed
So this is it, all the horror, the violence
The gore
I leave it behind I can't take it no more