Q Strange - Simphony Of Sick lyrics

Makin' precision incisions
With it this talent I'm givin'
Didn't know how to keep livin' so
I just started the killin'
Sick in the head when I'm
Sinnin' ILLin infectin' I'm stickin'
My knife in you and I'm grinnin'
Sittin' and thinkin' of quitin'
But I continue my mission listen
To voices here within
Sayin' it's just the beginning don't
Know what's really pretendin'
It's hard to decide when the
Mind is divided and hided
From the reality battling the
Evilness inside of me my mind is it dieing
I'm crying I'm trying not to lose it
Confusing abusing I'm bruising your
Skull until it's oozing
I'm choosin' my weapon I'm
Gettin' I'm settin'
I'm lettin' aggression set into
My nerve endings
Awww, can't take the pain no more
Stain the floor with blood
Guts and crazy gore
Waiting for the day god repays me for
All the sinful things I did
That he hates me for (Uh)
This disease has me blinded and
I can't see the light
Live in darkness while my
Sanity continues to fight
With little bit I have left I use it to blend
With this fcked up society that
Lied to me again i have a hatred for the
World I can't describe
I've strive to stay alive but
It's hard to survive darken my eyes
From all the insomnia I suffer
Can't sleep for weeks and
It keeps gettin' tougher
The more I don't rest the
More I'm gettin' depressed
And obsessed with the sight
Of another persons death
I regret what I did when it's just too late
I even ate human steaks
And eyeballs like grapes it's a big mistake
But the mind knows know boundaries
It's been years and still the
Police never found me
Astounding with technology and forensics
And experts and people who
Have these sixth senses
I guess it's depression that
I have Gods blessing if he wanted me to stop
I would've seen some detectives
Decrepit, Decayed, Morbid my brain
It's all them things and it's rotting away
And starting today
I'm gonna try and stop all the killing
Aw, whom I kiddin'? It's only the beginning
I like to cut em open and
See what makes them tick
And rhyme about it like this
Cuz it makes you sick
My sinphony, conjures up images of misery
Picture thee crime scene photos of the grisly
Ax I portray on a day to day i came to say
I won't stop till this pains away
My brains decay
And eating at my thoughts I can feel it
There's a rat inside my head
Nawing at my spirit
I can hear it, chewing on my cerebral cortex
Crawling it's way tryin' to
Escape outta my forehead your all dead
Zombies try to walk among the living
As I'm sitting there's a choir in
My mind and it's singing
An orchestra of madness, sinphony of sickness
Philharmonic illness
Nirvana when I feel this
Melodic and I feel bliss
Schizophrenic realness
I'm unstoppable horrible and I'm fearless
My lyrics are a cry for
Help can't you hear this
I'm a danger to society and I'm careless
A tickin' time bomb just waitin' to detonate
So get it straight
I don't rap about my jewelry and escalade
I'm swept away by the evil that
Some how got into me
Years from now you'll see it's
Prophetic in my sinphony
Don't know what got into me
I just show how it could be
Why am I so sick, you see
In the meanest Sinphony