Q Strange - End The Same lyrics

She always makes me feel better
When my skies is grey
When i'm on the verge of tears
They get dried away
I try to stay away 'cuz I know she's no good
But I always come back like
She always knows I would
I lust for her even though
I know she's forbidden
I'm ashamed of how I need her
So I keep my love hidden
It gets to the point where I
Can't go a day without her
I sneak her into work even
Though i'm not allowed to
I tend to get louder as wе spend more time
Likе i'm the life of the party
When she's by my side
I'm on top of the world and
I just can't be stopped
At shows she helps me rock when I rep Hip-Hop
'Cause this life is cold and
She keeps me warm
Always there when I need her
She's my shelter from the storm
Most of my life I was warned to keep away
But she stepped into my life and
Now she's there to stay
And now i'm just afriad 'cuz
Someday she might kill me
I always wondered why do I
Just find her so appealing
They say my father loved her
And my mom did too
And they both fell victim of
The damage she could do
She's murdered before but I feel
Safe when i'm with her
Her kisses taste bitter but she
Can't be a killer my loved ones beg me just
To stay away from her
Everyday is just the same
I pour another 'cuz I love her
She breaks my heart, but when I try to stop
It always ends the same
No matter what and I know she'll be around
When i'm feelin' down, it always
Ends the same no matter what
They say she'll be the death
Of all I have left, it always
Ends the same no matter what
'Cause at the end of the day
She ain't far away so it ends the same

There's been days I wake up
And i'm just miserably sick
And I swear from now on
I'll stay away from that bitch
And she don't always make me happy
When my lifes a mess
I chill with her and then I
See she makes me so depressed
Sometimes she fucks with my mind so bad
I just can't see straight
I just stumble and stagger
As a matter of fact she makes
Me act a fool too
I find myself blaming her for
Stupid shit I do and dude it's pitiful
But she's got me whipped
And I feel like superman when
She touch my lip i'm no longer invisible
I'm feelin' so invincible
But everyday still ends the
Same, no matter what, i'm miserable
Inside sometimes, I feel so hollow
My soul feels empty like this Jim Beam bottle
Just layin' on the bathroom
Floor where I sleep
I couldn't make it to the bed
'cuz my affection made me weak
And this happens all the time
And i'm the only one to blame
But everytime I try to leave her
It always ends the same
I go out looking for her
In the dingiest dive bars
Then after I find her
Then i'll leave and i'll drive cars
The more the story ends and
I'm all over the road
But she's chillin' on my lap
And the faster I go
The less I care, yeah it fucks up my brain
As I swerve between lanes and
It always ends the same
She breaks my heart, but when I try to stop
It always ends the same
No matter what and I know she'll be around
When i'm feelin' down, it always
Ends the same no matter what
They say she'll be the death
Of all I have left, it always
Ends the same no matter what
'Cause at the end of the day
She ain't far away so it ends the same