Q Strange - Illusion lyrics

Hi I'm just a regular guy
It's just an illusion I made from the outside
Inside I got a sick mind
When the mask goes on just prepare to die

Strange thoughts my mind begins to scatter
Recover from depression I don't
Know whats the matter
Well I'm mad like a hatter
And I'm clearly insane
But my life is an illusion
So I'm hiding the pain
Its strange to be normal but
I'm trickin em all
Cuz what goes on in my mind
Is like off the wall
Lasting as I tick tick tick I
Be a lunatick I need help
And I wanna kill myself
But I wanna kill everyone else
But I know I'm a nice guy you can't even tell
That I'm a psycho Michael find
Someone to rain on
Stalk her for months just to scare her
Walk in your house I creep
Sit there all night just to watch you sleep
And I'll sneak out the door
Just before you wake
The puppy tried to bark but
I chewed up his face i tried to escape from
The realm of insanities
Sick of people sayin theyre understandin me
You can't understand cuz I
Don't't even know myself
I have a disease I need psychiatric help
But I'm in denile you see me happy and smilin
But inside my mind already died
Maybe I'm depressed from
Feelings ive repressed
Never expressed but oh I'm obsessed
With death I guess
Something went wrong down the line
I can't control the ill thoughts in my mind
I look like a nice guy wouldn't hurt a fly
But it's just an illusion I
Created on the outside nobody can know
Nobody'll know till the mask
Goes on they'll see

The voices in my head forever taunting me
Demonic laughter from hell haunting me
I tried to shut them up I
Bash my head against the wall
And I'll be laughing hard after I
Bruise and blood my skull
The voices the voices they make my brain numb
Tellin me to do sick shit in voodoo tongues
I'm doin what they tell me
Just to shut them up
You think youre my friend but
I'll stilll fuck you up
You thought I cared about you
That was an illusion
You don't understand it's my
Mind that I'm losin
The man that you thought you
Knew was a mirage
I'm clean cuttin body parts up in my garage
Im the cryo clone you never
Thought woudl run into you
But I'ma slash you hide you out put you
In a tub of tub of vinegar
You want me to kill ya cuz
You don't like the torcha
But I sorta like to see you in pain
Insane what I am but I
Always wasn't like this
Back in the day I wouldn't even write this
Used to make songs to party and have fun
But now my ill joints make insane clowns run
The law was changed wheh I was
On the brink of insanity
So I saw a shrink he said hes gonna
Help me reach to my inner self
Instead I reach for his throat
And strangle to death
I left his office with blood on my hands
Peoiple in the waiting room
All screamed and ran
But I didn't sweat it I tried to forget it
And nobody knows that I'm a crazy from it
Its hectic to create the illusion
Of a sane man cuz I'm insane man
Ha ha hahaheheheheh

Prepare to die haha you thought you knew me
It's all an illusion