Q Strange - Reflection lyrics

I got a voice inside my head
And it insults my own reflection
I stare into my eyes
I live a lie,  it gets depressing

I wanna bash my head in (uhh)
I wanna fuckin' scream (ahh)
I wanna punch the glass until
My hand's fucking bleedin'

Yo, I hate walkin' around with a
Big smile on my face
Pretendin' that I'm happy when I'm
So engulfed with hate
Because I'm always tryna fit in with
These people I don't like
I hate my own reflection, man
I can't stand the sight
And I hate being drunk
And I hate feelin' stuck
And I hate the fact I know all
This but still don't give a fu-fu-fuck

Tell me why do I run game
On bitches and I'm not myself
When I hate the girls I date
Just like to make they hearts melt and yet
I live my whole existence tryna
Get what they have
And all I ever get is heartache
And a kick in the ass
It seems I don't even belong
With the company I keep
And so it tears me up inside
That's why it's tough for me to sleep

See what I've turned into? I'm
Disgusted and I hate it
I hate my views on love and
How my whole outlook is tainted
I'll never be just happy with
The things that are free how could I be
When I ain't even happy with me?
And suddenly I got an attitude and
Now I think you're stuck up
I've got nothing to say
But yet can seem to shut the fuck up
Once upon a time
I wore my heart on my sleeve
But when I'm done fuckin' these bitches
I just want them to leave
But then I hate it when they go
And I'm lying all alone
And my house is always empty
So I hate comin' home

And when I look into the mirror now
Sometimes I wanna snap
Repulsed by that fraudulent cat
Who's looking back
'Cause I hate that I'm homely
And I hate that I'm lonely
And I hate that my own
Homies don't even know me

And I hate that I don't even
Know myself or who I am
'Cause if I did I wouldn't live my
Life as such a fuckin' sham

Every time I gaze into the looking-glass
I don't recognize the man there looking back
Since I was a kid, I've been feelin' low
A broken spirit as a child and I didn't know
My entire life, why you wanna hurt me?
And from day one, I never felt worthy
So mirror, mirror upon the wall
Why do you taunt me to the
Point I wanna end it all?

Lookin' in the mirror and
I don't recognize you
All the people that you love
Are being lied to
You say you wanna change your ways
But never try to i despise you

I don't know the man I see in my reflection
(See in my reflection)
All I know is he's the reason I'm
A mess and I'm in depression